Healing My Inner Child’s Guilt and Shame

My inner child COMPLETELY took over my day today. She did not care about my to-do list, and she promises me that the healing we did today is far more beneficial long term. I believe her.

I will make a looong story FULL of signs and synchronicities short and just share that I was led to Target today specifically to buy myself a toy. Can I just say the toy section sucked? What happened to quality? So I ended up in the book section, and truth be told, I always preferred books as a child. Hmmm. I think I needed to remember that. Anyways, when I was 8, my second grade teacher read Charlotte’s Web to us. I fell in love with the book and prayed to get a copy. At Christmas, I could tell one of my wrapped gifts from my Mom’s best friend was a book. I hoped and hoped it was Charlotte’s Web.

It wasn’t.

It was a journal.

Which, that was actually a GREAT gift for me. But I had REALLY wanted Charlotte’s Web. Nevermind that I hadn’t actually told anyone I wanted Charlotte’s Web.

So, today has been about me letting my inner child speak up while also listening to and trusting myself. And it has been quite the journey.

Because I also went to a grocery store for chia seeds and wine. The first store I popped in was out of my fave chia seed brand. Sure, I could have gotten the lesser quality ones. But my inner child said no, we don’t settle. So I went to store number 2 and ended up in  grocery heaven. Especially when I saw 14 Hands Unicorn bubbles!!!

Can we all agree that my inner child is a bad ass and I should let her run the show more often?

Today truly has been magical.

But it also included healing into guilt and shame. I feel like others are healing this, so I pulled a card for guidance and received The Chariot. For anyone else resonating with that, Spirit says to stay tuned into letting the energies move, and know you are headed into re-birth.

With love,
Kandi